How does one know if they are in love? Is it a physical symptom? Maybe increased heartbeat, butterflies in the stomach?
Or is it just something emotional? Something to be felt, something that feels like a feeling that just cannot be expressed in words.
Despite having been in a relationship I just do not know if I feel love.
I do not know if I can feel love.
The media has painted so many different images of love Which one of them is right?
I never felt the things they show on the screens, Does that mean I have never felt love?
I think I loved them. I mean I cried at the breakup, I imagined having a future with them, But if I loved them why did I not feel anything during the relationship or anything after the relationship ended?
Did I actually love them or did I just love being loved?
Will I ever feel true love,
or will that just be another thing added to a list of things I will never recieve in life?
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